big city girl.

i want to go away. i want to spend winter & christmas in another country.

RUN AWAY!

(Source: m0shp1t, via unicornsandteacups)

mentally dating Ryan Gosling. he’s mine FOR EVER bitches!

fuck normal men. figuratively.

talked with K. a little, but now he’s ignoring me again. and i made a commitment to myself that i will wait for him. i need him! even as a friend. but i can’t express that if he’s so far away.

plus… there’s E. in my life now. i don’t know where this is going but i am so fucking glad that from time to time he is able to take my mind of K.

plus… i am hurting many people. why relationships must be so onesided?  

my birthday are coming. i’m getting older, future is coming. [your future has already begun] and i’ll be hosting a party, see how it’ll turn out.

wanna hear it. such an ugly sound, but… i could come clean. with myself, with my feelings.

K. took me down by ignoring me. and every day seems harder to breath. one comforting thought - in a few weeks it’ll stop.

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could someone please bring me joy?

(Source: wholikesgirl)

listening to Sigur Rós and wondering what the hell did i do wrong.

K. still didn’t write if he’s coming or not and i am freaking out. i don’t need this kind of emotions right now. i have been played and fooled too many times. and i think that probably i’m a terrible judge of character.

faceci to chuje.

today i am filling upside down.

once happy once really sad. that guy from fluff, K., messes with my head. i want romance. and i am pretty sure that he is the one i should be romantic with. i want him 80km away from me, not 1650! waiting to see how it will end.

how Dumbledor from “The Marriage Stone” says: “things have a way of working themselves out”.  

i’m alone in the dark.

the guy i met at fluff fest showed me what romance can be. so i decided. no more casual encounters. i am into romance now. i want to be conquered. i want to feel the magic of two people being intimate without sex.

aaa, best show ever!

(Source: highhopeshc)